7th November. 1PM
Phone confiscated. Reason is that I'm too addicted to it. What's the point? Two more papers to go... I see nothing in confiscating my phone benefits me! Cold Turkey.
Horrible flashbacks regarding you haunts me in broad daylight. Anything sensitive came in contact with me induces an overreacting sensation. My hands tremble with fear upon contact. Had to divert it. How?
Everybody in the household finds me less talkative, easily agitated, spouting profanities and mumbling to myself-trying to solve mathematics equations in my head.
An hour or specifically a minute without looking into into your blog, facebook, msn makes me feel uneasy. Fidgeting. I have totally no mood to study. Why? Because I've lost my only connection with you.