Freeze my mind

Ermm... I just got back from work. Sorry for the late post. Anticipation? Nahh, I don't think so.. Hope. Just hope. Popped open a coke and gulped it down. Brainfreeze. My migraine- battered head finally had a rest; Temporarily. Last week is a not-so-good week. And now I must accept the fact that my mood is affected by you. Messaged abit but realise that maybe you might find me annoying.. Depression kept pushing me to the brink of breaking down, making me senseless when I'm solitary. Had nothing much to say for the past two to three days for some of my friends are pissing me off. Vent my anger? I can't! For I'm a monster if I did.. Didn't speak much in the household, my family's thought that I'm giving attitude. Tried my best to be jovial while at work and succeeded; acting playful in front of my friends and just got a pass. Told YuHeng my troubles and found out he did not fully understand me as a buddy. I'm sick of trying to play a nice guy. I had enough. Wearing a mask all day long proved to be exasperating. True colours- I shall show those who deserves it...