Kiss The Rain

It's a song that I've noticed just a few days ago. With lyrics, it simply turns my mood. What do you do alone, in your bedroom, listening to this song? Cry is my foolish answer. Everytime I listened to this, I would think of the time we texted and chats. A few days ago, I stumbled upon her tweet regarding not to text her and out of impulse, I'm sure it was referring to me. Saw her previous tumblr notes and I got so freaking upset I've decided to write my bad feelings which have accumulated over the months... It's nothing much for I used my vocabulary too extensively so it looks like I'm really really disappointed. Now it's all too late...

As I've missed...

And I've been moronic...

And impatient...

For I've lost her...

Prologue

Have been treating myself like a junk these days... Numbing and torturing myself to the extent of being nearly physically impaired. Haven't slept a wink for the past two days but now I've recovered - not from the pain, but from the strain. Saw it. Can't imagine I had an emotional breakdown. To think I still have the strength to cry? To-day : I'm continuously harassed by the silence. No one to care for; to think of; to talk to; to live for...


For I'm now alone.

The reason is here: Nobody loves me. Not even my family.

To someone I knew too well than I've known others : I understand