Thursday, December 9, 2010

Date; Time

Shit: I've been living like it for already 7 days.. Lost track of the time yeah. Last night I asked my Sis if today was Wednesday. "of course! You got iPhone dunno how to check calendar meh?" Me: ...

Date is an important thing I must remember. I do not keep track of the day and time everyday, because my mentality is still on 5 September 2010. I only remember the days that are of significant importance to me. 5 August 2009; 23 August 2009; 18 July 2010; 8 September 2010; 9 September 2010; 30 September 2010; 2 October 2010; 4 October 2010; 17 November 2010; 4 December 2010

A Fresh Beginning

Putting down the past is no easy feat. Why do I feel nothing? The credits go to 'work'. Pack up my feelings and show my fake smile all day long. I have acquired nicknames like 'joker' and 'LOL-er' at my workplace. Where do I get my sense of humour? From the surrounding and recent things that have changed me.....


A promise is a promise. Promise to myself never, ever to fall in love again. Friends ask why? 'need money! You sponsor me then I go find girlfriend?' is my stupid answer. The real answer lies deep down in my scarred and feeble heart.