It's all meaningless

I totally had enough. All of this. My family, my friends, my self, my life. Everything. I really don't know how much I'm going to take. This burden; it's suffocating. I want to be freed of all of this. I want to be free of my present life. Life has no more meaning to me. I hope someday: today, tomorrow or any other days, that I might catch a cardiac arrest and rest in peace