Feeling Bad

Errr... Started my decent job as a relief teacher in my previous secondary school, today, for the first time. So I'm still not used to it- I need to change my strategy, or else spouting vulgarities when getting pissed off by rowdy students not only will not work, and will jeopardize my job.. I need to be strict and at the same time be fluctuant in my behaviour. I need to control my already foul temper

#howimiss

#howimiss getting up early to wish you good mornings; #howimiss sending goodnight messages to you; #howimiss looking at you over a distance because I'm shy; #howimiss getting jealous over you; #howimiss texting with you; #howimiss caring over you; #howimiss getting all anxious, worried and worked up over you; #howimiss your smile; #howimiss the days that my cold jokes could cheer you up; #howimiss your voice over the phone; #howimiss the days you were staring at me unknowingly with me noticing; #howimiss glaring stupidly at you; #howimiss the moment I sneezed my glasses off and looking at you giggling at me; #howimiss the days I hope that you were there for me; #howimiss

Anxiety

Has been raining since Saturday. Loved listening to the sound of rain splattering on the hard concrete pavement outside. How I wish to lie on the green pastures with the rain continuously washing down the tears off my cheeks. Misunderstanding- trigger of all unhapiness; It made me lose friends; it made me nearly lose my love

Perhaps it's time for a chill

Timely arrival

This morning, while hiking, I was chatting to my buddy, he asked me,"What will you do if you can go back in time?"
"Not acting on impulse" and ah... We've reached the summit( I didn't realize that, though ) took some extremely idiotic pics with my phone... Too bad my friend did not bring his camera

Wake Me Up Inside

So, I've been assigned to Temasek polytechnic. That's freaking far considering that the school's in the east while I live in the west.

That is life isn't it? Sometimes we just need to move on.. But to some, moving on with life doesn't mean moving on from a relationship/crush

Going to a hike 3hrs 20mins later. Bukit Timah Hill

Insight

This new format of my blog is inspired by the girl I adores. I love this setting as it's neat, tidy and gives a refreshing look to viewers( maybe? ) Whatever it is, without her, there would not be the creation of this blog, my tumblr and twitter. I would probably be a low profiled geek on Facebook!

Colourful; wonderful

People ask why is my blog so dull. " because it reflects my life, but I am proud of myself and my life " is my answer
And I am waiting for you to brighten up my life :)

Monday blues

Indeed, I regretted being harsh on you. I'm such a pig head to do all of these... Waste time and most importantly, you. Glad your doing well :))

Life

I'm now beginning to adapt to my new life( after months of questioning and not being myself), getting to know a big group of new friends. Guessed I finally know why I'm left out by my bboy crew, because I'm such a freak to them in the past few weeks... Or maybe I'm not cut to be a dancer( as my bboy friends have told me). Currently, I'm learning front tucks, back tucks, handsprings one at a time, then I will proceed to learn side tuck, corkscrew and butterfly. And, I, also guessed, that my talent in Parkour is not wasted. My gymnastics coach had a company- Airstraordinary and a crew named Airtime and I'm part of it. Although I have so much things waiting for me ahead, I am here to tell you that my past is not forgotten. It is engraved in my heart

Freerunning and parkour are not the same!

Yesterday's weather was so abnormal... Count myself lucky that I do not need to jog in the rain! Haven't slept a wink since last night.. Stayed up late just to play MC2:BP, NOVA and UNO... on my phone obviously. Will be having parkour around *Scape later on (Y)

Spread My Wings

Im done choosing the courses and polytechnics. Just wanna wish myself good luck for my future endeavours

Pathetic, isn't it?

Parkour tomorrow at *Scape

Disappointment To All

L1R4= 17 R5= 21 My English and Humanities got a C6 each. Why? I expected, EXPECTED A's for my sciences and mathematics.. Even my teachers.. Had high hopes for me.. Were disappointed by what I got. Why? Moderation's at fault. Random people may ask," Why your results so lousy?" I had to say," Well, I got lousy grades.." they will not have any god damned fucking consideration for moderation... Moderation has wrecked not only my life, but many others...

Hummingbird Heartbeat

Left one more day for my results. Pressure builds up gradually as time slowly passes... If I got good grades, good for me :))) Prayings do not help.

Shine a Light

"Im not going any poly open houses!", was what I said before I took my O's. Because I'm gonna aim for Junior College. It's okay whether the college is reputable or not. I just need to count myself lucky if I got into one...4 more days

It's all happening

Everything's changed. So fast. 4 years ago I'm still a freshman in my high school. Last year, this time, I awed at myself for being a senior in the school. Now, I'm waiting for my results :/

New Year

It's a mark of my beginning in college or polytechnic. So, yeah I got a fuckery bombastic time during work with a whole lot of my brothers. Bottle after bottle of champagne and white wine and eating dozens of freaking Alaskas! Wow!


Drunk in my sorrows? Yeah man!! \m/