Thursday, November 25, 2010

Hidden me

Wake up in the morning with mum's 200-decibel voice ringing in my ears.. Nua on my bed until she comes up and tap me on the thigh.. Ahh! She bought my favourite duck noodles at Bangkit with extra chilli. Heavenly~~

However things just turned real ugly and mum just pick on small matters and we quarreled. Felt like a shit staying in the house. Bad bad mood. So I took off earlier for my breaking session. Wore a hoodie as out there's raining. Heavily. Meet up with Yu Heng and Zi Bing in Greenridge. The shelter's wet! So need to go all the way down to plaza to break on the not-so-good tiles in plaza.. Sores all over my body right now.. Ughhh! Every time. I would put on a mask to show the calm, funny and disturb-people face. Why can't I just show out my emotions? Because if I did, nobody would dare to get near me...

4 comments:

Beyondhorizon said...

Sometimes just show it . You live for yourself . So why do you care so much abt how other people think ? If they're your friends they will understand :D

HaoEn Liew said...

True! But best friends will know and normal friends might think otherwise. They don't think like girls( Guys have a straightforward mindset) do..

Beyondhorizon said...

normal friends ? Don't care about them la... They will ask you what happen if they care what... but make sure u not too emotional those kind laa

HaoEn Liew said...

SzeHui, do you know how much I'm in pain? Even till now? I just can't let you go... ... Why?